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Friday, April 10th, 2009
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8:35 pm - Hello again
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Let's try this one. Much better. I can see it. Anyway, that's not how I thought I would start this entry. Many things have happened, but nothing seems to have changed. Not entirely sure what to make of it all. Now that I've sat here and thought about it...I don't think I have anything to write. I've been lied to; heart's been broken; been used...money thing again. I guess nothing really Has changed.
current mood:  lonely
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| Friday, March 6th, 2009
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10:35 pm - Now have boatload of "people" sites!
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Greetings all!
Come find me at these fine websites: Tagged, Facebook,MySpace, GMail,
Flickr, Hi5, and Twitter. Hope to hear from you soon!
current mood:  busy
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| Friday, October 17th, 2008
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4:01 pm - Old Friend found Me!
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Hey out there! Chris and I talked last night. Seems he forgot he had a journal here!Hope he writes more. Oops, wrote that already! Ah well, been that type of day. Will do more later. TTFN!
current mood: busy
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| Sunday, August 3rd, 2008
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2:24 pm - Hey found old/new friend here!
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Hey There! Chris!
Long time no see! Hope you come back and write more in your log!
Look forward to seeing you, "my Lord". And, yes, you are still the
only man allowed to call me "my lady". Not really much to write.
Maybe I'll write more later. Talk to you again!
current mood:  optimistic
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| Wednesday, July 23rd, 2008
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9:39 am - Just found The Lair again.
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Greetings Everyone!
I know. I know. Just refound this site. Hope I can remember it again.
There really is too much that's gone on to post at this sitting. Its
been what? two years? Yes, I'd say there's quite a bit to post. I'll
try again later.
current mood:  groggy
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| Sunday, July 16th, 2006
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5:14 pm - Made new friend!
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Hey! Peoples!
Yep, made a new friend! Annd, he's a tried and true Druid. Was beginning to think that male druids were a myth. have met a few female ones.... I like Chris. He lives in the UK. He was part of the Order of Ovates, Bards, and Druids. He now studies Buddha-dharma.
We're using my 360* Blog to converse atm. That's not to much of a problem. He spent 5 years with The Order. I am considering going through their training course(s). It'll cost me about $670. I'll have to wait and plan for now.
Lydia's with a new publisher. It's website is www.mojocastle.com
Hope the URL works. Please tell me if it doesn't, ok?
That's about it for now. TTFN!
current mood:  contemplative
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| Sunday, June 25th, 2006
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8:40 pm - Trying to catch a someone .....
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Yes, I'm being mysterious. Can't yet name the person with whom I'm trying to catch up. S/he must remain nameless....for now! Just having a little fun. :-))
Well, I'll try again later. Hehehehe.
current mood:  devious
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2:46 am - Up and blogging......
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Yep, it's 2:46 a. m. and I'm wide awake. Some good news! Have found most of my Druidic needs from a fairly /local/ source. A reasonably priced sword, chalices, candles, spear, crystal ball(s)---Lydia wants one as well---, a lovely wand, runes, a scrying pendant, and new Romani tarot cards for Lydia!
There are great books and vidios at this store as well. Have not as yet found a Ban Drui for the cleansing/purifying/protection ritual for the upcoming *new* home. That may take some time.
current mood:  restless
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| Tuesday, June 20th, 2006
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12:01 am - Let's hope this works!
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| Monday, June 19th, 2006
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11:40 pm - Update ....
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Hey ppls!
Doing good so far. Read Lydia's newest update for her blog.
That's about it tonight. Have fun, ppls. Bye!
current mood:  mellow
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| Sunday, June 18th, 2006
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2:28 pm - What the cards say .......
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Hey ppl!
Yes, I have checked the cards today! One house we looked at will not be ours. But! The one I have been seeing in my "visions" might be! True, the visionary one is larger, much more suited to our needs, and closer to the beach (I think)....
I'm just not sure about believing in something so nice.
Its been a very, very looong time since so much good has happened to me that I'm now unsure. However, I won't ask the cards again. I know better than that.
Lydia and I have made another like-minded friend. Her name is Audrey. Met her at Sears.
That's about it, folks! No news yet on the madical front.
current mood: contemplative
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| Saturday, May 27th, 2006
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1:04 pm - Back again!
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Hey ppl!
Did the surgery thing. Recovered....in a matter of speaking.
Talked to doc. Not informative. The man was scared of something,
or someone. Will have to do a lot of research just to figure why he said what he did.
Wish I could tell you more. Might be a lawsuit in the making.
Now? Back to everyday life.
Oh! Forgot to mention something! Nearly died five times over this past weekend. First time right after the surgery; twice that same night; then, twice again the following night. It was different, meeting "ol'Hob" face to face like that. Yep, very interesting.
Ok, that's it. TTFN.
current mood:  sore
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| Thursday, May 18th, 2006
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8:31 pm - Oh, joy. More news.....
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Guess what, all?
The doc moved the surgery up by 4 hours! Isn't that great!!!!! NOT.
Have to be at the hospital at 6:30 a. m. tomorrow morning. Geeeze.
I was fairly blaise about it earlier. Now, I'm terrified. Yiippiiee!
This is not good. Not good at all.
Yes, I've had boatloads of surgeries before. However! I've never had an Organ Removed. This shell I'm in won't be overly happy about that.
Ok, time to calm down. BP is 140/103 at the moment. Need to bring it down a notch or two.
Later PPL!
current mood:  stressed, cold, rushed
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2:07 pm - Tomorrow is the big day.
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Greetings all,
I'll be having my appendix removed tomorrow, along with other tissue as well. Have checked the cards repeatedly about that little aspect. They keep saying the same thing. What starts out as outpatient finishs up as inpatient.
Believe it or not, there are two ways to look at that prospect.
1. The surgery will become more complicated thus more dangerous.
or
2. I'll have peace/quiet and free room/board while I recover.
I choose option #2 please. Though both may be more logical.
#2 sounds better than #1. Anyway, we don't really know what will happen tomorrow until it actually happens. More unknown bridges to cross. Yea...not.
Also, I may not be posting much for the following week. It all depends on that "unknown bridge".
P. S. I really should be more tense than I am.
current mood:  blah
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| Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
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11:05 pm - More news from the Doc.
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Greetings all,
You are /not/ going to believe this. Did the C-scan, right?
Well, now I know the results. Nada. Yep, you heard me right.
Nothing. As in "back to square one." Yea...not.
The doc just sat there for 3 minutes, staring at the report, saying absolutely nothing. The C-scan showed nothing 'conclusive." Now, the dear doctor is totally confused. Lovely.
What it did show was the following:
1. A hiatal hernia. Right between the breasts. Nothing can be done about that right now.
2. Only part of my appendix. Oddball question: Why isn't my whole appendix showing up?????
3. There is a growth where there shouldn't be one. Hah! Oddball question #2: What "thing" appears to be scar tissue, but isn't scar tissue....mostly because scar tissue doesn't show during C-scans... and scar tissue doesn't have blood vessels feeding it?????
There's more!!!! The C-scan was done so that the Doc would not have to do invasive, exploratory surgery. Guess what?! I'm going in on Friday (so far) to have exactly That done. Drat, drat, DRAT!
I'm having a fuuunnn day!!! *extreme sarcasm*
current mood:  annoyed
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| Thursday, May 11th, 2006
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3:57 pm - A sad finding.
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No, this finding has nothing to do with my health. I had met someone that I thought was "like-minded". Now, I find that he is nothing at all as what I had first believed. I thought he respected (and accepted) my faith.
I have since found out--through his yahoogroups site--his true nature and opinions about Druidry. I have removed myself from his group. My wish for him is a continued good life. Anything else would be a waste of time, effort, and energy.
current mood:  discontent
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| Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
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7:41 pm - Another update......
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Had the CT Scan. Will never do That again! The drink wasn't so bad, but the IV solution hurt like Hades! Burned like it too. Have been told that it'll take a couple days for the "solution" to be metabolized and gotten rid of by my body. Yeah--not.
Muscles feel like mush. Skin way too sensitive. And, its still reddish in color. I hope they got what they were after. Once every 19 years might be too much. I'll write more later when I feel more up to it.
current mood:  cold
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12:51 am - Today's the Day!
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Ahh, yes. Today is CAT Scan day. "How do you feel?", you may ask. Good question. Not sure of the answer....yet. Excited, scared, relieved, anxious to get on with it .... all of the above.
Haven't slept yet. Not sure if I can. Always had a hard time getting to sleep before a surgery too. Now, I know this isn't an operation. However! It could lead to one. Or not. Loads of fun here (not).
Sooo, which should I hope for? A tumor---that could be removed---or,
a pinched nerve----which will give me years of pain? Wonderful choices.
I think I'm hoping for the tumor. It can be removed and forgotten about.
Actually, I /was/ hoping for a bad gall bladder, but that didn't happen.
Like I said, "Wonderful choices." Wonder if I'll sleep at all tonight?
Oh! One good---or at least interesting---piece of news! I think I met an old friend yesterday. A guy by the name of Mike. Haven't seen the little brat in about 23 years! He looks good. Nice long hair like his older brother once had. Not too bad at all. :-)
current mood: awake, moody, restless
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| Monday, May 8th, 2006
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1:13 am - More Updates
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Ok, here it is. First doc wasn't sure of what he was doing. But! The next one he sent me to actually Did know! Isn't that nice?<---extreme sarcasm.
Alright. Went through another exam and another ultrasound. However, the general surgeon that I have now only did the ultrasound because the insurance company demands it. He knows what's going go, but must play by their rules. Going to have a CAT Scan done on Wednesday at 10:00 a. m.
The scan will either show nothing----meaning a pinched nerve---- or, it will show a tumor. The gen surgeon is betting on the latter.
You may be wondering which one I want the scan to find. Actually, the one I wanted has already turned up negative. So, I guess the tumor is the only logical choice due to the fact that it explains all of my symptoms. Am I scared about this? Not yet. It hasn't quite hit me as being real. I'll probably break down later. When I'm alone and can do so quietly. Actually, I just want to get it over with.
current mood:  numb
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| Saturday, April 8th, 2006
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4:08 pm - Just Updating.....
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As the subject says, I'm only doing a bit of updating. Well, I've had two tests done so far. Nothing from the doctor though. Have another appointment with him next Wednesday, April 12. Yea....not. Don't get me wrong, I like the guy. I just don't like all the poking and prodding that he does. Anyway, that's when I'll find out if anything is going on inside.
I'll do another update then. TTFN.
current mood: blah
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